After 100,000 simulations, I am invincible in the past, present and future - Chapter 544

#544: Comments after the book is finished

This book was published on May 1st and completed at the end of November, exactly seven months. Haha, I was so good at it, O(∩_∩)O haha~

Along the way, thank you all for your company, support, and gifts.

The performance of this book was very poor at the beginning, with no volume at all, only 20 to 30 yuan a day. Compared with the peak monthly income of 270,000 yuan when I was writing books at a certain point, it was completely a drop in the bucket. I just gritted my teeth and persisted.

Fortunately, I finally made it through.

Well, it is relatively successful, not to the point of not being able to afford food, but it is still not enough to cope with the burden of life, that is, I can barely pay off the mortgage and car loan, and not to the extent of defaulting on the payment, O(∩_∩)O haha~.

Next, let’s talk about business. This book ends here, and Chen Yuan’s story ends, but it is not completely over.

After the sacrifice, Chen Yuan has really grown up. He is no longer an ordinary person who needs to rely on plug-ins. He will walk his own path.

For this reason, he may appear in my other novels in the future.

As for the new book… I have been saving the manuscript for a long time, so after this book is finished, it will be published soon, either on December 1st or December 2nd. At that time, you can find my new book by clicking on my author name.

Of course, after the book is published and passed the review, I will also modify the content of this speech and add the name of the new book.

Next, let me say something off topic, about my promotion of abstinence and my life and writing journey. I sincerely hope that the righteousness of my Chinese land will last forever, and I hope that young people can be healthy, smart, and successful in their studies.

I hope that my brothers and sisters who have entered society or uncles and aunts can have a successful career and live a relaxed and sunny life.

Next, I really hope that everyone can finish reading it, maybe it can give you some insights into life, which may also be a turning point and salvation in your life.

Just like I fell to the bottom of my life, almost died, and was rescued by someone, I also hope that my good words can help those in need, Amitabha.

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I was left alone since I was a child, and no one taught me many basic common sense, which led to the root of evil.

However, I was still very healthy at that time. I ran around and played everywhere every day, touching lobsters and so on.

Although I was thin at that time, I was full of energy and spirit, and my heart was pure. I was still a child who was still polluted.

Later, I was taught badly by evil friends and learned to masturbate. The wonderful feeling made me addicted, and the root of evil was planted.

Some people say that masturbation is good in moderation, but many people ask themselves, can you really do it in moderation? Even adults can’t control their lust, let alone children.

The theory of moderation is harmless is misleading.

When I was young, I had strong recovery ability, and I felt that it was no harm to do it once a few days or even several times a day, but as I got older, my recovery ability gradually declined, and the harm would slowly accumulate, and it would explode sooner or later.

Confucius said: “When you are young, your blood and qi are not stable, so be careful about sex.”

Even if young people have strong recovery ability, if you use your precious kidney essence on such things, it will seriously hinder your physical development.

Although it is said that getting more sun, exercising more, and eating more good food can offset some of the damage, growth and development are affected by many factors, not just one aspect, but not masturbating and not watching pornography can definitely make your body better and lay a more solid foundation.

Just like the practice in fantasy novels, the more solid the foundation, the greater the potential for the future.

And masturbation will also affect your appearance. Masturbators are prone to oily skin, acne, hair loss, and ghost-like complexion.

The same facial features, different spirits, and the difference in appearance are completely different.

And masturbation will pollute people’s minds, make people’s minds no longer pure, and make them rebellious, irritable, emotionally unstable, and gradually form evil thoughts and demons.

I can be said to have suffered a lot from this.

Since I started masturbating at the age of twelve, my temper has become more and more irritable, rebellious in various ways, and I have lost my previous purity.

At the same time, my growth and development were also seriously affected. I was much shorter than my peers, and my academic performance was terrible. I couldn’t concentrate in class, couldn’t learn anything, and fell asleep in class without any energy.

Finally, my parents threw me into a closed private school at the suggestion of my cousin.

Here, I sincerely thank my cousin, who is my great benefactor and has changed my destiny.

After I entered the private middle school, because the management there was very strict, I couldn’t masturbate casually, and the food was good. I was forced to exercise a lot every day and get some sun, and couldn’t stay at home to do dirty things. So in just two years, my height increased a lot.

At the same time, I was also surprised to find that I was not stupid, I was very smart, my grades soared, and I could be called a top student in physics and chemistry, and I often got full marks.

My physics teacher had high hopes for me, and he paid for me to buy papers and train me, hoping that I would get full marks in the high school entrance examination.

As a result, I masturbated continuously before the high school entrance examination, which caused my brain to be a little sluggish, and my energy was not up to par, so I performed poorly. Whether it was physics or other subjects, I did not do well in the exam, which disappointed him.

I was embarrassed and guilty about this.

But at that time, I didn’t know the harm of masturbation, and I didn’t know that I became smarter after entering a private school because I reduced the frequency of masturbation to a great extent.

After entering high school, I started masturbating again without the closed environment of a private middle school.

It was okay in the first and second year of high school. The frequency was not so high. I was just addicted to reading novels and neglected my studies, but I was still very smart.

Many times, I could do well in physics and chemistry exams by cramming, and even ranked in the top three or even the first place.

The most exaggerated thing was the final exam in the first half of the first year of high school. I just flipped through the physics book and memorized various formulas and got the third place in the class.

In the second year of high school, I could also cope with it by cramming, because my frequency was not so high and I didn’t stay up late. My brain was still relatively smart, although not as good as in junior high school.

But in the third year of high school, I was useless. It can be said that I was extremely crazy. Not only did I masturbate, I often played games all night, stayed up late, sat for a long time, and masturbated.

As a result, I didn’t make it through the third year of high school, and I was forced to take a leave of absence from school and rest at home for three months before I recovered.

For a while, I wanted to study, but I found that my brain power had declined drastically. I couldn’t understand anything at all, and my memory also declined seriously. Finally, I gave up studying.

Throughout high school, I was useless. The body that I had built up in a private middle school was ruined again. I could only use connections to go to a vocational high school. I really felt ashamed of my parents’ upbringing and nurturing.

At that time, I still didn’t know the harm of masturbation, and I thought it was just because I played games all night.

During the summer vacation, my parents asked me to go to screw screws for exercise. My body was hollowed out by evil lust. I felt that I couldn’t bear it after ten days, so I chose to quit my job.

In order to deal with my parents, I chose to write novels.

This was also the beginning of my novel writing, which was 2016.

From 2016 to 2019, I was in the exploratory and rising period of writing novels. I wrote about anime, which also consumed a lot of my kidney essence and continued to empty my body.

At the beginning of 2019, I was punished for having been committing adultery and writing comics to mislead young people. The injuries accumulated from years of adultery completely exploded. I began to suffer from severe insomnia. I couldn’t sleep every day. I felt suffocated and felt like I was going to die.

My emotions also became crazy and unstable, and I became extremely suspicious and sensitive.

Finally, I had a big fight with my relatives, gave up the monthly income of 100,000 yuan that I had earned with my hard work, and directly eunuched two books.

Later, I chose to recuperate until September.

I vaguely realized the root cause of my physical problems, but I was more envious of the copyright and income of original novels.

For this reason, I chose to transform, which is also something I am very grateful for.

From the end of 2019 to the beginning of 2020, I wrote an extremely awesome original novel, with a monthly income of 210,000 yuan at the highest, and a million yuan in 2020.

In addition, I stopped writing comics. Because of physical reasons, I committed adultery less frequently, and my kidney essence leaked less, and my body recovered a little.

That year, I was young and successful, full of energy and ambition, and I didn’t care about anyone.

Here, I committed the sin of arrogance.

As the saying goes, a proud army will be defeated, and being too arrogant will inevitably lead to trouble.

I began to look down on those ordinary books again, and started to commit adultery crazily again.

As a result, my health began to deteriorate again, my brain began to become dull again, and the books I wrote became worse and worse, and one after another failed.

I was extremely anxious, and because of the pressure, I started to commit adultery more frequently.

In 21 years, my body collapsed, and I felt near death and neurosis began to appear, but I didn’t know where the reason was, and I forgot a lot of things again.

I began to seek medical treatment frantically, but nothing was found, and nothing changed.

That year, my income also fell to the bottom, which almost made me collapse.

At the beginning of 22 years, I couldn’t breathe many times, my heartbeat suddenly became very fast, or it beat very weakly, and the feeling of death appeared repeatedly, which made me extremely scared, and I felt that I was going to die.

When I was weak, I didn’t even have the strength to speak. In the middle of summer, at 42 degrees, I was shivering all over, sweating profusely. Even in the air-conditioned room, I continued to sweat profusely. I felt cold all over, and my life was slipping away.

At that time, my voice was as soft as the buzz of a mosquito, and my sister could hardly hear me.

At this critical moment, perhaps it was a reminder from my ancestors, or perhaps it was because I had not used up all the blessings in my previous life, I thought of self-help, and I thought of traditional Chinese medicine.

I began to buy traditional Chinese medicine books eagerly and studied traditional Chinese medicine by myself.

Later, I accidentally saw the GG of the Quitting Forum. I looked at the comments and the friends who had similar experiences as me, and I was struck by lightning and suddenly realized.

It turned out that everything that happened to me was because of my evil lust. It turned out that my fortune plummeted because of evil lust. Evil lust took away my blessings and made my life fall to the bottom.

I realized it, and I started to quit masturbation. I started to quit masturbation, maintain health, cultivate my mind, and change all kinds of bad habits like my friends in the quit masturbation forum.

Finally, I completed the counterattack.

This time, I quit masturbation directly for 160 days. However, I still didn’t find the key to quitting masturbation. I didn’t quit masturbation scientifically. I just relied on willpower and the desire to survive.

But, even so, 160 days of quitting masturbation made many of my symptoms disappear, and I felt the vitality.

At the same time, because I quit masturbation, my brain power was restored again.

Then, I wrote a novel with an average subscription of nearly 20,000 at a certain point, and the highest monthly income was 270,000!

However, I became arrogant again.

Without scientific abstinence, I don’t know many truths, and my moral character is not humble enough, so I am doomed to fail.

The inner demon and evil thoughts appeared again, breaking me, and I began to break the abstinence again.

My brain power began to decline again. Before, my thoughts on abstinence were like springs, and my inspiration was endless. Now my brain power began to fail again.

My plot began to go downhill, and in the end I couldn’t write it anymore. I couldn’t stand it.

At the same time, I began to have many symptoms such as chest tightness, shortness of breath, and heart palpitations. These were all retribution for committing evil again.

In the end, under the strong desire to survive, I had to give up this novel with great potential, and ‘abandon this goose that lays golden eggs.’

Later, after I took care of my health intermittently, I started writing again and started to rush all the way.

In terms of marriage, it was also a bumpy road.

In the end, I was forced to come to Tomato.

On May 1st, I started to publish books on Tomato.

The results, everyone knows.

Later, I realized that this was not going to work, and after June 10th, I started to abstain from sex again.

In July, my fortune started to take off, and the book started to improve.

In August, I broke the vow again. Then, the book started to decline again, as if my luck had been cut in half, and the tomatoes stopped giving me volume, which hit me hard.

Then, I was determined to quit masturbation again. This time, I did not choose to quit masturbation by force, but bought a series of books such as “Abstinence is Good Medicine”, “Shou Kang Bao Jian”, “An Shi Quan Shu”, “Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva’s Original Vow Sutra” and so on, like many old quitters in the quit masturbation forum.

I read them eagerly, every day, and understood more truths, and understood that evil sexual behavior is the most detrimental to blessings, and the law of heaven punishes lust, and its retribution is very fast.

This time, I can fight against evil sexual behavior more easily.

Until today, I have quit masturbation again for 94 days. I no longer feel anxious about fighting against the inner demons. I feel the purity of my soul, my eyes are much clearer, and I have become more energetic again. My sister even said that I have become more handsome.

In addition, my income has also increased significantly this month!

I also believe that I will get better and better in the future.

Therefore, I really beg everyone not to commit adultery, otherwise it will cause great harm to yourself and your family.

Only when you are in a state of positive energy can you attract better people and have a harmonious family.

When you are in a state of negative energy, you will only attract bad things, and your family will not be harmonious and more likely to encounter accidents.

I sincerely hope that everyone in the world can give up adultery, return to a pure state, succeed in their studies, succeed in their careers, and live a long life!