I live in a desert island property - Chapter 557
c538 who I am? Am I [long-cherished wish] or [hope]
There was a mysterious smile on Zhang Ming’s face: “This devil girl, I don’t mind you eating whole grains, but I think you might not be able to adapt to it.”
“It’s up to you to decide. I’m very willing to cook for you.”
“…”
No. 101 understood, and her whole face flushed like a red balloon, about to explode.
Why does this happen? !
Me, me, me… If I produce excrement, am I still qualified to be the master personality?
The Demon God [Long-cherished Wish] naturally didn’t care about such trivial matters, but Human No. 101 cared so much that he was on the verge of collapse in just a few seconds.
Zhang Ming quickly patted her hot head: “Don’t worry about it… This is how a person’s life is spent in a state of confusion.”
“There are thousands of rooms in a vast building, but only six feet are needed to sleep at night, and a fortune is huge, but the daily eclipse is not enough for three meals.”
“Life is very short. How can our limited wisdom penetrate the infinite secrets? Living in a daze is the normal state of life.”
“Hmm…” No. 101 said blankly.
She seemed to have calmed down, and even though her brain was shut down, her smile was still pretty.
Zhang Ming shuddered secretly: “One more question, how strong are you now? Are you stronger than me?”
No. 101 replied: “In a human body, I am a little stronger than you… In a human body, I may be much stronger than you, because I really invested a lot. Do you want to compete with me? I won’t hurt you. Your.”
That’s definitely a humble statement!
How strong is the physical body worth tens of millions of world sources?
How strong is the fighting power of the Eternal?
Zhang Ming guessed that she could twist off her head with one finger.
He coughed quickly: “I don’t like fighting with people who are stronger than me. I only like to bully the weak!”
“For example, if you bully a girl who is weaker than me… let’s go, I will take you home.”
“I’m a weak girl, I can’t walk.”
“oops!”
Zhang Ming directly picked her up and teleported to the main body of the Time and Space Insect.
Why go to the Space-Time Insect?
It’s simple, because he is afraid that Ms. 101 will have a mental illness and destroy the entire funeral world.
Now take her to the Space-Time Insect, and only Lao Zhang will die.
“You…don’t lift me up, that will make me look like a big fat pig.”
“Okay, big fat pig, don’t move around. I’ll carry you. We’re in the process of jumping now. If you move around, you’ll fall into the dimensional rift.”
The girl almost fainted from anger. How do I look like a big fat pig? Look at this figure, these legs… I look a little bit like a big fat pig!
When she got excited, her hands became so strong that she almost cut Zhang Ming’s throat.
“I’m going…let it go, let it go!” Zhang Ming had seventy or eighty thousand extraordinary spirits, so he had to use the “King Kong” to fight against this terrifying humanoid demon.
The Burial Realm is still a bit far away from the main body of the Time and Space Insect, and it will take some time to get there.
“Excuse me, what are my shortcomings compared to Miss No. 1? Can you give me a score? Who is the cuter!”
“She scores 100 points and you score 99, so she should be cuter.”
“why?”
“The answer is very simple. How long has she been with me? Hundreds of years! It’s just your first day and you want to be in a position. Why? I’d give you 99 points.”
“Think about it, if I give you 100 points, if someone comes out more beautiful and cuter than you in the future, will I have to regard her as the main character again? So companionship is still very important.”
Zhang Ming actually wanted to give her 0 points.
But I was afraid that this guy would have a mental illness, so I could only score 99 points against my will.
As a result, these words made girl No. 101 speechless with a sap blow.
This reason, from a human perspective, is definitely wrong!
The kind that can’t be refuted!
She was a little aggrieved, with tears in her eyes, and the devil’s mind was coming up with random ideas again, so she couldn’t help but feel upset: “But I am a pure human body, and No. 1 is just an incarnation.”
“I am the first personality to appear in a pure human body. I understand everything about humans. I, I, I… can also get pregnant and give birth to children.”
“They are not pure humans!”
“This is not critical.” Zhang Ming said bluntly, “As a one-day-old child, don’t think about adult content.”
“It will appear that you have no taste, no pursuit of life, and are a toy dependent on others. You need to think more about the philosophy of life, enrich your soul, and make yourself more meaningful.”
“No one lives for anyone else, and neither do you.”
“Even if you are a wish creature, you should have your own pursuits.”
I don’t know what these words touched, making girl No. 101 even more silent, and put her hands around Zhang Ming’s neck again.
Zhang Ming suddenly felt that his neck was bitten by a giant beast, and the light of “King Kong” shattered with a “pop”.
No. 101 was shocked and immediately let go, saying softly: “I’m sorry… I also have something to pursue…”
“And I was a little lonely…I realized I had nothing…”
“Do you ever feel lonely?”
“Everyone is born lonely, but I have a mother…” Zhang Ming said nonsense. “As a child, whenever I felt uncomfortable, my mother would come running over, pick me up, breastfeed me, and hum a tune to lull me to sleep. .”
“Her embrace was very warm, and I was no longer alone when I fell asleep. She looked at my sleeping posture and smiled happily.”
“Even though my mother has passed away now, I still had a mother, so I’m not alone… Many people still call their mother when they are dying, so that’s probably the case.”
These words directly shattered No. 101’s thinking.
Her human mind almost burst into tears.
Because she doesn’t have a mother at all.
The devil’s mind was indifferent, like a cold computer… After all, things like loneliness were meaningless to the devil.
Demons are solitary and have never been social creatures.
The devil needs no comfort.
“Loneliness” exists as a negative effect, and the devil has no idea why this thing was born.
But the human mind urgently needs a safe harbor – in other words, No. 101 is too young, and this newly born “I” is in a long-term state of tension. Even if she has the memory of [Hope], the memory is still just a memory, and what is false cannot become true.
Coupled with the interference of the devil’s thinking, it would be too cruel for the newly born “me”.
Zhang Ming quickly comforted this beautiful madman: “Ahem, as I grew older, I found that my mother couldn’t understand me either.”
“There will be a lot of conflict between us.”
“She is a stubborn person and will interfere in my life… Sometimes I just have to coax her, going in one ear and out the other.”
“Um……”
“Let me tell you about my ex-girlfriend again.” Zhang Ming added, “When I first fell in love, I really felt that I had found the person who understood me best in the world. I could understand her and she could understand me. I could He could feel her emotions, as if he could read her thoughts.”
“But the real essence is an illusion created by me focusing all my attention on her.”
“When the attention disappears, we can no longer understand each other.”
“Later, when I grew up, I gradually realized that everyone is an isolated island. Being able to see each other and yell a few words across the ocean is already good. Don’t expect another person to be able to board your own island. Loneliness is the norm. , In the end, I can only stay on the isolated island by myself.”
Miss No. 101 was really stunned and speechless.
[I found that you seem to be quite eloquent~ But can I enter your island? 】A voice in my mind said slowly.
“It’s all your fault! I’m very tired, Lord Ultimate Demon.”
[She has been told by you that she has begun to defy the nature of the devil! 】
“Really… It seems that my mouth evasion ability has once again undergone a qualitative change. But why did you come out?”
[Don’t worry about my [Long-cherished Wish] being discovered. She is in a state of intense mental internal friction, so I will take her place and chat with you for a few words. Miss [Hope] in my mind seems to be in a good mood.
[What about topics like loneliness? You are really not lonely at all! Not even a little bit…but to be able to say it like this is really amazing. 】
Zhang Ming couldn’t help but sigh and said: “[Hope] Children, you don’t think that I can’t pick up girls, do you? The whole earth can be filled with young ladies who like me. How can I say that my sexual resources are overflowing?”
Of course, these words are true. As a celebrity on earth, Zhang Ming, as long as he is willing to speak, beautiful girls will line up to come to his door… Well, this fact seems very strange. Fortunately, Zhang Ming is a pure lover and has always kept himself clean.
[Hmph, what do you think of this girl [Long Wish] squeezed? 】
“Being beautiful is of course very beautiful, but there is no way I will cause trouble…”
【Um? Really……】
[Mr. Zhang, please get along well with me! Please come on! I’m so happy now, it’s like watching a play! 】
[Maybe, she is really me, do you believe it? 】
This sentence is indescribably weird.
Zhang Ming’s uncanny valley effect was brought out by her.
“Damn it, it’s not important to become the ultimate demon, it’s more important to watch the show, right?”
While he was talking, the body of the Time and Space Insect finally arrived!
This huge long-shaped insect is digging a hole conscientiously. It is controlled by a soul clone and operates in a mechanized manner.
Thousands of kilometers of flagella are flying everywhere, and little bits of light shine.
In the forefront space, violent energy pulses erupt from time to time, each one comparable to a nuclear bomb with a yield of 100 million tons!
In this case, there are no spaceships from advanced civilizations staying nearby.
Even if they are accidentally injured, these civilizations cannot ask for compensation and can only admit that they are unlucky.
In the abdomen of the Space-Time Insect, at Section 113, a luxurious spaceship is embedded, which contains water, food, oxygen, bright lights, televisions, computers and other luxury equipment.
There’s even gravity!
This is a spaceship that Zhang Ming bought from other civilizations for future travel!
All kinds of functions are naturally available!
In the same world community, ships and aerospace planes can be used, but traveling across world communities and world rings can obviously only be accomplished through time and space insects.
“This is our new home for our future travels. I’ll cook for you!”
“This is indeed my first time here…it’s very spacious!” Girl No. 101 slowly woke up from her mental exhaustion and still lay on Zhang Ming’s back, refusing to get down.
“Come down, my newly born child. I just needed to teleport to carry you. I carried 20 million of the source of the world on my back, and my old bones are almost broken.”
“God waits for the girl not to want to come down.”
“Then I can only put you in the pot…”
Her face was slightly red, and she finally jumped down, curiously looking at the scene outside the window.
The starry sky here is completely different from the Demonic Sea.
The nearest star is Burial Realm, which shines with light red light and is quite bright.
Not far away there is a spiral galaxy with a total of hundreds of billions of stars, large and small. That is the New Age of Mythology.
Farther away, there is a spherical galaxy. Most of the stars are very old and relatively dim. .
That was the age of old mythology.
“You brought me here…do you want to live a world of two?”
“I just want to show you the new home here. If you want to be more lively, we can also go to the funeral world.”
“There are many companions there, how do you want me to introduce you?” Zhang Ming took out a bottle of wine made from fruits from the refrigerator.
He felt helpless. If it weren’t for your serious mental illness, I wouldn’t want to be alone with you.
Of course, you might be my wife’s clone, so I can only let you.
“No, no, no, I really enjoy our time together. Thank you for cooking for me. You must know that I am a… very unique personality.”
“Well, you are indeed unique…” Zhang Ming bravely praised you, “You can drink all these drinks.”
Then,
The girl No. 101 who gave birth to self-awareness drank too much!
She was alone at the dining table with nothing to do. After drinking a bottle of fruit wine, she got out of control, drinking one glass after another without stopping.
There is no limit to the desires of food and drink.
Only when “I” is born can we feel the joy of eating.
Otherwise, it’s just a matter of eating.
For the first time, she felt such a strong sense of satisfaction that even her loneliness was overwhelmed – in fact, she didn’t need to eat at all to maintain life activities.
The source of the world worth 20 million is no joke, it can last her a lifetime.
However, the joy of eating is unstoppable!
When babies are just born, their happiness threshold is very low. A little bit of rice flour can make them happy for a long time.
But for adults, this rice noodle is simply too unpalatable to eat.
This is the problem of happiness threshold.
This newly born girl No. 101 actually has a very low happiness threshold.
The age group should have been eating rice noodles, but they were drinking drinks there.
This time it was like opening the door to a new world. I tasted the fruit wine, and then started to try the “three cups of magic”. I stuck out my tongue and said, “It’s… terrible!”
“Huh? It seems okay.”
“Mr. Zhang lets me drink whatever I want.”
Started drinking some weird stuff again.
It seems like you have to put everything in your mouth to try the taste.
“I bought it, my monkey wine, the thousand-year-old ginseng wine that I extorted from Qilin… What kind of drunkard is this? You… you really should go see that hateful prairie dog!”
Zhang Ming was in the kitchen, cooking crystal crayfish, and when he smelled the smell of “three cups of magic”, his heart almost vomited.
He quickly ran out and grabbed the wine glass from the female drunkard.
The female drunkard’s face was red, her eyes were shining, and she stared at Zhang Ming boldly: “Mr. Zhang, can I have you all to myself?”
“I want to give you everything… everything… I will give you as much money as you want… I will buy your time! I have plenty of money.”
Zhang Ming cleared his throat and said: “Dear Miss Calabash, the great Demon God of Hope, please quickly get this personality No. 101 back. She seems to have drunk too much.”
“She wanted to throw me a rich woman’s happy ball. Although this personality is very magical, unprecedented, but I can’t give up a forest for a tree.”
“Am I really not cute?” The female drunkard almost cried.
Praise could no longer suppress the psychosis, so Zhang Ming could only touch her hair to give her a sense of security.
[Long-cherished wish]’s demonic thinking finally came belatedly and suppressed the gibbering drunkard.
After all, it still has to faithfully play [Hope] in order to become the ultimate demon.
Now, No. 101, who spent a lot of money to get it, is completely out of control, and has even distorted the demonic thinking of [Long-cherished Wish].
【Long-cherished Wish】has noticed an unprecedented attack originating from “I” – a form of philosophy.
be cheated!
But I can’t stop, and I can’t erase the existence of “me” at all.
It is not easy to give birth to “I”.
It’s too much investment.
White mist came out of No. 101’s head, and under the control of the devil’s mind, the little alcohol evaporated completely.
She reaffirmed her goal: the first is to replace No. 1 and become the main personality!
The second is to completely erase [Hope] from history.
Third, become the ultimate demon!
“I want to become the ultimate demon! Nothing else matters!”
“I must become the ultimate demon!”
A second ago he was determined and confident.
But in the blink of an eye, I smelled the aroma in the kitchen, and all kinds of distracting thoughts came to me.
“Even if I become the ultimate demon, what’s the point?”
“Eat more food? Eat delicious food all day long, I can eat it now.”
“Or should I travel with Mr. Zhang? I still want to travel happily…other things are not that important.”
“But, but, if I think like this, wouldn’t I become [Hope]… who am I, who am I?” The fiery red-haired girl No. 101 fell into confusion, as if there were two minds fighting crazily in her mind.
Zhang Ming returned to the kitchen to be busy again.
Deep down in his heart, he felt that this girl was quite pitiful. She had just given birth to self-awareness, and she became the main battlefield in the war between demons and gods.
The terrifying high temperature emitted by No. 101 caused the ambient temperature to rise as well.
Obviously, [Long-cherished Wish] has completely fallen into the philosophical trap of self-awareness.
In that completely unfamiliar and unknown territory, [Long-cherished Wish] was chased and beaten by his wife.
Zhang Ming didn’t quite understand this kind of trick, but No. 101 was really pitiful.
Even Miss No. 1 started chatting with him openly. She said in that nice voice: “Don’t think that I am an evil existence, and don’t think that she is a pure human being. Her essence is a demon after all…” 】
[You must not think that I am really a bad woman! 】
Zhang Ming sighed and took a bite of the freshly cooked crystal lobster meat. It was chewy and elastic, and paired with the mellow soup, it was really unforgettable.
With a satisfied smile on his face, he picked up another mushroom-like thing and cut it into small pieces.
This is a small gift left by a scientist from a certain advanced civilization when he visited the Insect of Time and Space. Not to mention it is rich in nutrients. It can increase the umami flavor when added to any dish. It is the most advanced cooking ingredient!
“I don’t care whether you are a good woman or a bad woman. All I know is that I haven’t been happy for a long time.”
“You can’t be happy in this state, it’s very unsatisfactory.”
“As for No. 101, even if I sympathize with her, I still support my wife in the end. Cooking a delicious meal for her is my limit, that’s it.”
Miss Calabash said playfully: [I understand what you mean, but in fact you don’t need sympathy or guilt, because she is me. 】
[However, she is still the stupid demon god of [Long-cherished Wish] after all. You can’t put a green grassland on my head for the time being, otherwise…]
Zhang Ming’s heart started to beat wildly when she said this: “What should I do if she forces me to do it? I can see that her body temperature has soared, which means she has this intention.”
[Hmph~ Look at your look of anticipation. If this happens, please enjoy it. I have a broad mind and emergency situations do not belong in Qingqing Prairie. Well, forget it, I can feel happiness anyway, this is not Qingqing Prairie, after all, there is really only one ‘I’. 【Long-cherished Wish】You can’t feel happy yet, so go ahead with confidence! 】
“I have no expectations, don’t talk nonsense.”
“I’m still very moral.”
Then Hulu said playfully: “But obviously, this kind of thing happened has seriously damaged [Hope]’s character, so please don’t expect it randomly.” 】
[If it really happens, it means she is me, because [Long-cherished Wish] doesn’t dare, but I do. 】
【Please enjoy the ultimate devil. 】
Zhang Ming felt that this guy was a little bold in recent days, walking on the edge of danger every day, and coldly snorted: “Okay, I’m going to enjoy it now.”
“Anyway, as long as it happens, she will be you. You said it yourself, the great ultimate demon.”
Calabash Girl immediately gave up and begged for mercy: [The great ultimate devil will not allow himself to be cuckolded! Please, Master~ Please, please, you can’t treat the poor Ultimate Demon like this! 】
“A terrible gap finally appeared between us, noble ultimate demon.”
[You cannot abandon your lovely wife who has no money and choose a powerful demon who has money. 】
Zhang Ming couldn’t help but smile. From a certain angle, girl No. 1 was indeed a serious official.
The crybaby No. 101 can only be a royal concubine.
…
But girl No. 101 in the restaurant turned her confusion into appetite, and she ate whatever dishes Zhang Ming served!
Because her brain was so confused, she didn’t even realize how much she had eaten.
My stomach is swollen.
“No…no more?” She was a little confused.
“I’m sorry, you’ve already eaten the portion for five adults.” Zhang Ming put away the tableware, “For a one-day-old child, please don’t overeat.”
“Otherwise, I really can’t afford it.”
“Thank you…for the hospitality! The dishes you cooked are delicious!” No. 101 made a gesture of thanks, “Shall I sleep in your room tonight?”
“You can sleep wherever you want, but I just said that I should pursue spiritual connotation, and I can’t break my promise. So I decided to study. I haven’t studied philosophy for a long time!”
[Long-cherished Wish]’s demonic thoughts seemed very urgent.
Once again, the highest level of instructions was issued: First, the first small target, replace No. 1, becomes the main personality!
Don’t worry about anything else!
No. 101 felt a little aggrieved and didn’t know what to do: “I…I want to take a bath, is that okay?”
“The bathroom is over there…” Zhang Ming actually picked up a book and started reading.
Girl No. 101 is very accustomed to using these modern furniture, and she learned it after a little trial and error.
Now I am alone in the bathroom, with the clear hot water from the shower head, all the complicated emotions in my heart seem to be washed away.
In fact, those messy things can be said to be complicated or simple.
Whether she is a “hope” or a “long-cherished wish”, she fully enjoys the existence of “me”.
Therefore, even if the hot water washes over the skin, it is very pleasant.
The delicious food just now also made her happy and enjoyed her body and mind.
But then again.
The struggle between [Hope] and [Long-cherished Wish] is the struggle between “I” and “Not-I”. Since she has given birth to “I”, she is unwilling to erase herself, which means that the “Not-I” route has completely failed.
“Theoretically, I should be [Long-cherished Wish].”
“The goals in my heart and all my abilities are given by [Long-cherished Wish]… I am part of [Long-cherished Wish].”
“But there is no ‘I’ in [Long-cherished Wish].”
“So the moment [Long-cherished Wish] tried to give birth to ‘I’, it stepped into a trap and was difficult to reverse.”
“According to this logic, I actually can’t live too long?”
“My birth is really a huge tragedy. My existence is to prove that [Hope]’s route is correct. The meaning of my existence is to make [Hope] become the ultimate demon god.”
No. 101 is not a fool and quickly analyzed the pros and cons.
Especially after getting rid of Zhang Ming, the source of interference, my mind gradually became enlightened.
“The demonic rules of [Long-cherished Wish] are still functioning now. It’s probably just the original inertia. The ‘not-self’ route has been defeated and may be completely invaded by [Hope].”
“I will be assimilated by [Hope] soon.”
“Forget it, since you can’t win no matter what, you might as well enjoy the remaining good times. It’s great to be alive! No matter what you do, you will be happy.”
“I still have many, many things I want to experience!”
She began to imitate Miss [Hope]’s thinking.
“For example, how about playing with Mr. Zhang?”
She even came up with the female gangster phrase “exploring the origin of mankind is also philosophy”, which suddenly made her enlightened.
“Am I really [Hope]? If I am really [Hope], the memories I have should be real. There is no need for me to worry!”
“No, no, no, I should be [Long-cherished Wish]…”
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