The red dragon just wants to do whatever he wants - Chapter 345

c-1 Final thoughts!

Emma, ​​after typing the last word, I feel like my brain has been wrung out like a sponge. I’m exhausted.

But at least I finished it with all my beard and tail.

Although the score of this book Red Dragon may not be as high as that of Silver Dragon due to the number of words and updates, but to be honest, at least when I was writing the first part, I really enjoyed writing it.

It was also by writing this book that I finally managed to revive myself.

So to a certain extent, writing this book is also a process of self-healing.

Old readers who have followed the Yinlong book should know that there is a gap of more than two years between these two books.

In the past two years, I suffered from quite serious anxiety due to various reasons (mainly long-term bad work schedule and work pressure).

It felt like my brain was completely out of control, like a wild horse running wild and unable to stop.

Every little thing will be infinitely magnified and over-interpreted in the mind, which will lead to continuous insomnia and then fall into a vicious circle.

It is also for this reason that writing the following chapters was a struggle because the brain did not get enough rest and could not move when it was time to use it.

At that time, I only knew that I was probably sick, but I didn’t know what was wrong with me.

For this reason, I went to the hospital many times and spent a lot of unjust money. I even doubted that I was Yuyu, right? !

In the end, a doctor actually prescribed me medicine in this direction. After taking it for two days, I felt like my brain was completely numb (for this reason, I directly sent a book //Д//). After taking it for a week, I quickly stopped.

Fortunately, I was lucky in the follow-up. Another neurologist diagnosed me with anxiety disorder caused by neurotransmitter disorders and prescribed the right medicine.

After getting through the most uncomfortable first half of the month, hey, I started to feel like I could fall asleep, and I finally felt like I was back to normal?

But I was afraid that my mind would suddenly get distracted one day, so I found a simple and rough subject and drew a simpler and rougher main line.

Hence the book Red Dragon.

Later I discovered that since taking the medicine, my ‘condition’ seemed to be a little too ‘good’.

It is as if there are several or even dozens of new ideas appearing at the same time every moment, so that the coded text is too “jumpy”, which is why many readers are discouraged.

But as the treatment continued, the condition began to stabilize.

This state, which is like taking a small pill in “Never Ending”, finally subsided, so that it may only have about 60% of the power of the normal state, which sometimes leads to forgetting to write.

And this state began to pick up again after a few months.

This is why you will feel an obvious sense of separation in the early, middle and late stages of reading this book.

For the same reason, in the mid-term, we had to cut out some of the side plots that were originally part of the plane war, such as going to the Emerald Dream of Atas with the Nymphadora sisters, and instead focus on the main plot.

However, despite this, it still has a length of 1.11 million words and a complete starting point, transition structure of the main line, Emma, ​​fortunately.

So to a certain extent, this book Red Dragon sacrificed too much for Lao Qi (tears), but it also witnessed my step-by-step return from a terminally ill ‘psychopath’ to a normal person.

So, I’m grateful for this book.

I am even more grateful to you who can accept all these imperfections and accompany me to finish writing this book.

Thanks.

Hmm. There may be some things in the finale that I didn’t have time to mention because I was drained of my brain. There will be a few extra chapters to make up for it in the future (for sure this time!)

In addition, drawing on the lessons learned from the last time, the gap between new books this time should not be too long (about one or two months).

Facts have proven that if you don’t code for too long, your vocabulary will really deteriorate!

Lao Qi has burned out.

You need to read excellent books or even film and television works to fill your dry self.

Just like cows have to eat grass to produce milk~

Well, that should be it for now.

Crab!